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Guys what do I do ? Is there any coming back from this? Why has life been so cruel. I have overcame opiate addictions, alcohol addictions but sports gambling is the one I never could throw away. I even quit poker I think because it just got fkn boring. I lost on that to but nothing like sports. People tell me bring my unit size down and make single bets. I think what ppl r missing is I hit huge a few times in sports and once that happens it is the kiss of death. I am always trying to get back to that number and small units don’t exist in my world. If I have 80 then 80 is being bet, if I have 25,000 then I’m betting 5,000 a game and 1,000 parlays and once that goes I will grab 20 bucks and 30 bucks and 100 bucks and cry in my car and then go bet and cry again after I go 3/4.

someone asked me if there is a number I would be happy with not to gamble and I think there is but the thing is we all know the odds of that happening r extremely low . I love all of you guys whether you like me or not I am sorry if I have given you crap all these years it’s just because I’m hurting inside and I don’t know what to do. I wish I out everything into music and computer programming. I have lost so many years to this POS sports betting and people ask on here why r you posting in a betting forum? Simple, if I can help one youngster not do what I did and waste 40 years of his/her life then I did my part. I have no chance of living a normal life ever again bc like i iterated it usually takes 20 years to get a nice house and a nice car. I have zero credit , I don’t have a dime, my jobs r complete crap, I’m in debt now to loans over 50,000. 

this is why I’m starting to think there is only one way out because how can there be any other result than a swift jump or a pull of plastic . It’s sad to think I have searched what is the most peaceful way to go. This is supposed to be my prime where I have the house and the car , the nice PC , the land, etc I’m supposed to represent success and humility at this point in my life and instead God said here have a gambling addiction you fkn twat . 

Me and bay are the worst fucking degenerates on this entire site. I am the worst and then this guy. Holy moly this guy and myself should just pull the trigger like Dave S

I’m so fucking cursed I loved Toronto all year long had their fucking ticket pre season and like a gambling degenerate net my wad on some stupid parlay instead of wait out the season and have Toronto to win it all. Cursed fucking gambler with a bad gambling addiction the sad part is I keep donating to these mother fuckers and my life never gets better and I just want to fucking die everyday 

I also put a 9mm in my mouth and was close this time yall maybe one day this life really sucks I’ve had this disease since I was a young boy about 14 and I’ve always lost life hasn’t been fun or nice 

Gambling will absolutely ruin your life no big story anymore it has taken everything from me and I will never quit bc I can’t I have a disease and it’s serious and if I can help one person in here please stop gambling no one wins. Vegas Wynn came out with a stat below 0.000001 are pro bettors it’s impossible! Chatgpt it if you don’t believe me this is terrible. I should have a life I know some do it for fun but if your like me and have a problem try to get help if your young. If your past 40 like me it’s to late but maybe I can help some youngster out there who is going through it. 

Gambling will absolutely ruin your life no big story anymore it has taken everything from me and I will never quit bc I can’t I have a disease and it’s serious and if I can help one person in here please stop gambling no one wins. Vegas Wynn came out with a stat below 0.000001 are pro bettors it’s impossible! Chatgpt it if you don’t believe me this is terrible. I should have a life I know some do it for fun but if your like me and have a problem try to get help if your young. If your past 40 like me it’s to late but maybe I can help some youngster out there who is going through it. 

I had a 9mm in my mouth in the Wynn garage and I came close this time maybe one day to exit this horrible life 

Gambling will absolutely ruin your life no big story anymore it has taken everything from me and I will never quit bc I can’t I have a disease and it’s serious and if I can help one person in here please stop gambling no one wins. Vegas Wynn came out with a stat below 0.000001 are pro bettors it’s impossible! Chatgpt it if you don’t believe me this is terrible. I should have a life I know some do it for fun but if your like me and have a problem try to get help if your young. If your past 40 like me it’s to late but maybe I can help some youngster out there who is going through it. 

Let’s get one of these huh 

God damn that’s how I run too man 

I just can’t believe there were ppl out there who don’t think sports r rigged. What more do u need? I believe it’s all sports and if we knew how much there would be riots. Like the presidency I believe a lot is pre planned and the masters of the leagues make the decisions. 

@CJL1989

 It’s really bad dude.